such a sad day

it is such a sad day....

such a sad way to start the week.....

i was already feeling kinda anxious this weekend thinking about where to get money to send to the province next week....i've just received my salary but has sent part of it already to the province for my father's medication and his daily needs (for this week)....i've also used part of it to pay the bills.....only some bills, i must say...there are so many others waiting to be paid for....i was contemplating on how to sort of stretch what is left with me for next week's needs....but unfortunately i got a text from my aunt this morning asking me to send some more money because there are other things to spend for....i'm not complaining about it because its for my father's needs....i'm very much willing to do anything to provide for his needs.....its just sad to realize howdifficult it is to budget now.....prices of things have gone up quite dramatically....and yet the value of your money is so low it like it is buried six feet under the ground.....

how do you stretch the value of your money without reaching its breaking point.....

just how do you do it......

i may be able to send what my aunt is asking for today....but that means i have nothing to bring home to the province next week....i don't even have enough to go home there in the first place....

hay......sad.....but true.....

i received this quote yesterday.....and this is just about the only thing i am holding on to right now.....just like i've done before.....

there comes a moment each day when we must simply drop what weighs on us and hand it over to god.......